WITH NO METRONOME

"i can keep rhythm with no metronome.."


ONE_ITIS: so i'm stuck.. i'm stuck on the idea of me and A. we haven't seen each other in over two years. buying jewlery for the family thoughts of giving her a ring on a chain creep into my mind outta LEFT FIELD. the main reason why i didn't fuck in Thailand was because of her. these neurotic thoughts and prince charming complex that i harbor, drive me to feel the way i do. she graduates this week then she's off to the bay area. who knows if or when our paths will cross.

my thoughts are being pulled in multiple directions: i have to find a place to store all my stuff while TAD in YOKO, i miss home, and work is starting to put a strain on my personality.

all my uniforms are out of date now that i made 2nd class. i have to update my ID, buy new uniforms, and have to worry about getting around in YOKO.

SOLUTION: there isn't anything i can do about the whole A issue. continue on improving myself and good things will follow.