My birthday is tomorrow and i feel great. Hit the gym last night but stuffed myself with pizza before i went to bed.

i don't expect too much for this birthday... another year gone by and i'm still not in a position to really celebrate. more and more i wish i was back home in San Diego. From the pictures on Jay's blog i feel like i'm missing out and time is passing me by.

i should be studying for my E-5 exam...

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i'm thinking i should get lasik eye surgery when i get back to SD. I have more than enough saved up but have to look into the logistics and clear it with the command.

What do i want for my birthday?

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current songs stuck in rotation:

usher - intro
usher - confessions
usher - confessions part II
usher - burn
mariah carey - we belong together
mariah carey - don't forget about us
ne-yo - so sick
paul wall - girl
ciara - next to you
j. holiday - suffocate
talib kweli - never been in love

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Broadcasting live from the Philippines!

I'm pretty content at the moment. I'm looking forward to going down to the gym everyday now. I can see results and can't wait for the final product in JUNE.

the past few days have been a bit unsettling because i haven't heard from Angel in a while but i've calmed down. She wrote my navy email but it bounced back so she sent it to my hotmail. all the hostility i've been feeling has been the result of letting my imagination get the best of me. i still get angry when i feel rejected.

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i miss social engineering in SAN DIEGO. i already have the 25th of JUNE planned out.. hopefully i can make it out there earlier. I was hoping that i might get a school from Late April to May then stay for JUNE on leave.